This is my first blog entry so please forgive me if it does not make sense or if it does not rhyme. I just want to be myself and want to write what's on my mind. So, here it goes.
Did my graduation and then my post-graduation that means six years of college life and then more than two and a half years of work life but still there is something that I have not been able to do or maybe didn't get a chance to do and that is "Open up" and be myself basically. The environment, the kind of company, the kind of comfortable atmosphere that is needed to say what you want to say and do what you want to do, is something I could not get till now in my life. Whenever I wanted to say whatever is on mind or whenever I wanted to put my point forward, I was asked to shut up, interrupted or maybe was laughed at. Everyone whom i have met till now, has put a restriction or a boundary in place that I am not supposed cross, by boundary I mean, the kind of things they like to listen to from the other person (in this case, me) and the way they want me to behave, limiting me from being my original self.
There is so much inside me to express and there are so many things that i want to do. This wait for the right kind of environment and the right kind of people is killing me day by day. To share anything and everything that's on my mind without minding any of the words or the topic, I need a good and patient listener who will listen properly to anything that i want to say and will respond with suggestions and comments and feedbacks for my good, someone i could depend upon whenever i have something to share or something i need company for. Hope that this wait will end soon. :)
