202.36

Left my place for office at around 7-30 am in the morning and came back by metro at around 10-15 pm. Tired and Hungry. Told mom that I wont be having my dinner at home.

But hey, i am feeling hungry. Walking towards my home from metro station, I saw something that brought a smile to my face. What was it? Sameer Restaurant was open.

Mutton Seekh Kabab - Two Plates + Roomali Roti - Two + Pepsi - One = 202.36

The experience made my soul so happy that I wont be able to forget it ever in my life. Nothing made me so happy in the last few years and I loved the feeling of doing something to make myself happy. Sitting with very less people on the tables around me and absolutely nobody to disturb me while I enjoy Mouth-watering Mutton Seekh Kabab, gave me such a great feeling.

That was my order for the next two weeks. For the next two weeks? Why? Because this coming back home late continued for two weeks after that day and damn, I thoroughly enjoyed my every visit to the place. Waiters started thanking me for coming again (and again) and so did every part of me. Doing this, lifted my mood so well that everyone who met me in those two weeks could not fail to notice.

Promised myself to do things of this kind again and again till I am alive as this experience made me realize that how important it is to do something just for yourself.

Open up

This is my first blog entry so please forgive me if it does not make sense or if it does not rhyme. I just want to be myself and want to write what's on my mind. So, here it goes.

Did my graduation and then my post-graduation that means six years of college life and then more than two and a half years of work life but still there is something that I have not been able to do or maybe didn't get a chance to do and that is "Open up" and be myself basically. The environment, the kind of company, the kind of comfortable atmosphere that is needed to say what you want to say and do what you want to do, is something I could not get till now in my life. Whenever I wanted to say whatever is on mind or whenever I wanted to put my point forward, I was asked to shut up, interrupted or maybe was laughed at. Everyone whom i have met till now, has put a restriction or a boundary in place that I am not supposed cross, by boundary I mean, the kind of things they like to listen to from the other person (in this case, me) and the way they want me to behave, limiting me from being my original self.

There is so much inside me to express and there are so many things that i want to do. This wait for the right kind of environment and the right kind of people is killing me day by day. To share anything and everything that's on my mind without minding any of the words or the topic, I need a good and patient listener who will listen properly to anything that i want to say and will respond with suggestions and comments and feedbacks for my good, someone i could depend upon whenever i have something to share or something i need company for. Hope that this wait will end soon. :)